A prayer by Hurrem
God, what are his intentions? I wish I knew. He blocked my path to escape, he took away my heart and will. Oh God, he is everything to me. He was supposed to be merciful, I wish I could undo the things that made him so cold hearted and merciless towards me. God, the fire that burns, the wailing, the weeping.. Will he be able to hear it? Will he ever hear it from the expanse between us? If only I knew. God, where is my enthusiasm? My willingness to fight? What is this curtain set before my eyes? Because he means everything to me. My Life. My eternity. While you have moved on, you asked me to stay away from you, made me swear on my love for you to never reach you. You avoided me, didn’t talk to me, and yet I craved you, your love, your eyes, your care, the warmth of your hands, your smile.. god that smile. You are my life and time. The times I’ve slept at your feet when you were sick or otherwise haven’t been because of any other reason but one that I w...
