Mard ki Mohobbat

 Mard pyaar nahi karta..

Woh ek pyaar ki boond phaek ke aurat ke pagalpan ka Tamasha dekhta hai, aur phir uske hosh mein aane par bhag jaata hai.

Kuch auratein zindagi bhar iss pagalpan se hosh mein nhi aati,

Aur kuch meri tarah hosh mein aake pagal ho jaati hain 

Pata hai main aadhi pagal ho gayi hun..

Baaki ki bhi ho jaongi..

Jo chahti hun woh milta nahi hai, aur jo milta hai woh chah nhi banta..

Mere liye dua karna ki main iss aazmaish se nikal jaon.. main jeena nhi chahti.. 

bhagwaan se mayoos nahi hun.. duniya se hun.. logoon se hun.. 

nakli muskurahat, mukhaute, dhyaan bhatkake thakk gayi hun.. 

yeh silsile khatam kardo.. please yeh azmaish khatam kardo.. 

kisse ne mujhse poocha ki main zindagi se kya chahati hun..where do I see my life in next few years.. I thought and thought but I couldn’t think of anything.. I said I don’t know.. uss shaqs nein phir kaha ki I’m really scared of dying.. aren’t you scared of dying? Iss cheez ka jawaab toh jaise meri zubaan pe tha.. bina hichkichake main kaha nahi.. I’m not.. agar mujhe maut iss waqt bhi aayegi toh mujhe khauf nahi hai.. main thakk gayi hun.. yeh khatam karna chahti hun.. itna pyaar nhi mila jitni nafrat, vaishat aur ghin mili hai. 

ab bas