Practice sessions

 N kahan ho? 

I felt like calling out to you so I did.. I know aap kahan hain.. and I’m very happy to see that you are her are working things out. :)

Khush Rahiye 

You’ll never read it I know that lekin aaj aapki bahut yaad aayi. Roz aati hai.

I think of you everyday lekin roz ki masrufiyat helps me numb that feelings and keep going on with my day but I can’t seem to do it today.

You know I practice, kisse aur ko main shayad pagal lagun par everyday I practice how will I behave if I ever see you.. I practice all scenarios.. when I hear about your kid.. when we are meeting after years and so many more.. and I practice.. I practice dedicatedly my smiles and my words and how will I say uff and brush you off or hide my face so that you don’t see my tears because while I practice I cry.. thinking of it.. it’s.. I’m not unhappy that you’re happy.. I’m very happy ki aap khush ho.. and I’m so proud that you’re working so well towards your duties.. I always told you you aren’t what you were in the past years but you never believed me.. I hope atleast you believe yourself now.. you were acting out on anger and hurt and that’s it.. that wasn’t you.. 

So yeah.. I miss you.. still do and I think I might always.. but I’m glad you’ve found home.. I’ll always be here and always praying for you to be the happiest and kindest and most successful person meri jaan because you deserve every single bit.

Lots of love 

Michellen