Week 1

Oye Panda,

Tumse bahut naraaz hun.. bahut.. khud se toh usse bhi zyaada.. rehte rehte woh cheezein yaad aati hai jo mere haath on hue hai and it kills me to see what I did to you.. par aapki jawaabi karwai nein toh mujhe raakh kar diya Jigar.

Came across this and i think the crap i told u was so much more hurtful than the things i did. 

I’m sorry my love.

I’m really really sorry🙏

I don’t think you’ll ever be able to forgive me for what I did but i don’t think I’ll ever forgive myself for causing u all this hurt.. 

jaate waqt you said meri saza baaki hai when I won’t even be able to shed tears. 

You don’t care about me and never want anything to do with me i am aware, but my love your words that day, aapka haath jhatakna, not kissing me, mere samne haath jodna, and locking that door.. u peed in the washroom while i was getting ready for our dinner yeh yaad hai ya bhool gaye? Usse ke muh pe darwaza lock kar diya jaana?

You really broke the nib on me. 

Mata aapko khush Rakhe meri jaan, sab ke saamne aapki izzat humesha ucchi rakhe.. 

Love 

‘Luci’-fer